PRESTIGE

postponed

created by: eunice lacaste

decided to post. after dog's years. certainly no one ever visits here anymore. so i have the liberty to post whatever i want.

well, halfway between o levels. so far, i think i'm doing ok. but every paper, i'm so nervous that i can't tie the stupid string in. it's just beacuse this is o levels. i want to get as many a1s as possible. not gonna happen but it's good to dream right? even my art paper sucked. i should take the installation down soon. i feel restless unless its taken down.

a week more to go.

i just ate candy floss today. bought from pasamalam. i really dun care if it's intoxicated with something else. this is the only way i can eat candy floss. where else can you buy candy floss. people had warned me about pasamalam and what possible filth that lies beneath the vendors' smile. i don't care much. i want it and i'm having it. candy floss!

ate with itchy today at long john silver. that itchy made me go to lot 1 just to eat! argh! and i bought i new earpiece. i reward for myself for studying hard -not srudying smart- this past few days.

talked to renee today. i wonder why these high class, chin up chest out stomach in ladies don't want to get married. i think they do not want anybody to dominate their life. feminists. they want to be in charge. always. and if your not up to standard, too bad. in my opinion, guys must be daunted by them! and the danger is, if they are too blind, they might just passed by mr right -in the flesh and in the face- without even noticing it. ms yee also another one. worse if possible. dun get me wrong. these people are phenomenal and esteemed. they hold prestige within the palm of their hands. but there comes a price. arrogance. indifference. looking down on their noses. no! they are not like that but they LOOK like it. happiness is only whole with a second half. hope cupid's reinforcements are on their way to singapore. or cyprus for that matter. ms yee is flying off today.

about another totally different slut
i wonder why she is so freaking irritating. i mean i try to like her. i try to look pass her flaws. but she just pisses me off! after a long cut off, the first time she did was bombard me with questions and lectures and stupid nonsense. why must The Relationship (not the relationship u know of) be strained because of her! i'm starting to hate so much of what she thinks is right and wrong. she and her stupid dispostion! can't He show her. cant He teach me to submt. why can't i just dumbly follow like a dog. i mean it's ok for me to live my life for someone else since i can't make a purpose out of it and since i know it's gonna be wasted in my own hands. why do i have to qn so much! sigh. guess i just can't submit to unreasonable and unjustified acts. duh! even my own mother finds me a handful. so what right does she have to think for me!

i think i shall retire for today. tomrrow is waiting.